Too afraid to make mistakes. :)

today is the 3rd day ever since we didn't message each other. by the way. don't think he even care right? i suppose it's a yes. i still remembered last time i used to ask him will he forget me if we did not contact me for a moment. and he said yes. never taught the ending could be like that. i always wanted a happy ending. and wonder what did i ever done wrong. fine. forget about it. grow up girl. you deserve a better life. after this 3 days. many things came
up to my mind. and in the sudden i felt so grown up. i actually had many things to do. with people around me. life is so much fun then.

you know what. seriously i don't think i done any wrong. and at the same time when a friend asks and i ask. he can go out with his friends and not with me. how sad is that. :/ and he don't mind how much he spends with his friends but i guess he counts every buck he spent with me. seriously i felt very stupid. can't believe a gf is nothing compared to a friend.

WAIT WAIT WAIT.

why am i still thinking about this. he can let go of this so so EASILY why can't me. right?

not crying over it anymore. it's a good thing i guess. :D

had a very fun day out with MAYE!! :D but failed to even capture a picture together. never even went in any single fitting room although we almost went in every shop. how fail is that. and this is the very first time i went back home with 2 hairbands that cost me RM10. and also few "siew paos" for parents. i taught i did spent all the money i had in the purse. :D good for me i guess. :D that's because i knew i'm gonna spend more on the upcoming week. it's my sem break kay... :P

will be going to genting on upcoming thursday and friday. :) really hope i enjoy. was still wondering to bring my DSLR or not. since it's the first time overnight with uni friends. hope parents let cause i'm gonna sit train and bus there. :/

seriously hope all this could let me forget all the sad stuffs. :D

will upload more after the wedding dinner tonight. :D