A brand new welcome to the owner..

guess what... i decided to start blogging in my own blog again. instead of a blog that are not even exposed to the public. i'll make this a very small diary of mine since i have a lappy with me and i can update everything in very easily.. but of course with the help of internet!! :D

btw... love isn't a very easy thing to go through.. and i never put too much hope on it this time. so i never felt as bad as how i felt last year. felt so stupid duh. if it was a "third person" appearing in the relationship well. i've got nothing to say. never taught about that. seriously, i felt so lost in a sudden. felt like being cheated. but why?? and the funniest thing is i never get an explanation for that. grow up la please. everytime problem comes and the first thing you do is to keep it. people improve with mistakes kay. and i seriously don't understand any single thing you are doing to me. do i really d

eserve all this?? you've changed. to a person i felt so lost. i would prefer better if you'd tell out everything and even if quarrel happens i'm really fine with it. i accept that. but what's all this?? mistak

e of a person's over felt??

give it a damn kay.

even a friend treats me better than you.

if i'm so troublesome to you then just go away. i don't need you to cut my heart anymore.

stay or leave.