a little camwhore with him. :) its fun. somehow love camwhoring when i get bored. :)
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Bob i'm glad you're with me! :')
when life puts me into tough situation i'm glad that i have a new buddy to talk to now. BOB! your existence really matters a lot to me. you seem so real to me. just like a big kid. i'm glad i just tell it all out to them. feel so damn bad keeping all deep inside the heart. and after that i was like PHEW...... i just put down a big stone that i carried from no where. :) thanks Bob! thanks DeeDee! :D
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Saturday, September 8, 2012
officially ended the first week of finals.
this might be the last post before i officially end my degree semester 1. been gone through 2 subjects. really hope to hear good news from both of them. i guess i did not put as much effort as i did in mid-term. so i guess it wasn't really that good this time. and i sort of blah a lot of things out which i guess some doesn't make sense at all. well, you dont expect too much from a student that only starts studying law for the past 14 weeks to write and argue like the real lawyer right?
enjoyed the badminton session with classmates yesterday night. was quite tiring but still fun! i guess nothing can replace the favour of badminton from me. always preferred to play badminton but its either not the right time or something else.. reasons reasons reasons. well, i guess it wasn't that expensive cause each paid RM4 yesterday and normally an hour only cost RM10 i guess. but still jogging easier cause just have to walk behind to the park. no need to drive.
yesterday a guy from secondary school called. it was an unknown number so i decided to answer it. and yeah i regretted DAMN a lot! stupid shit. SAKAI!
woke up around 7.30am today morning. and i decided to let myself sleep longer a little since someone asked me to sleep 99. listen lo. :P
classmates teased me and asks where's him during badminton session yesterday. lolx. :)
and his room mate sort of told me something that made me a little shy. and i guess he sort of complained a little that he sees me more than he sees him. whooppss.
well, he's definitely a nice guy. :)
cooked myself porridge because i want to get rid of the rice left. dislike eating rice. noodles is always my first choice. i guess i can even survive without rice for a month. :) i shall tell mum i will only cook noodles stuffs next sem so she wouldn't give me the whole box of rice again. and i wanted to get rid of the cheese slices left from making the sandwiches so i mixed it into the porridge and it taste quite good! i shall put more so it'll be like some sort of cheese baked rice? lolx. :D
suddenly feels like eating mashed potatoes. but i lazy to do groceries shopping alone. :(
sort of cleaned the whole room. even the fan. i wasn't tall enough for the fan so i climbed on to the study table. :P and its cleaned now! gonna wash clothes later then clean study table and then its all done!
decided to make a visit to the Aeon in Station 18 before heading back to Klang after finals.
must get the felts and also the pressie for bestie. :) and maybe do some quick shopping? :)
[after i get my pocket money next week].
gonna push myself a little harder later. going back to Klang for some wedding dinner next week. so might not have enough time to study. scared. :(
k la. gotta go now peeps. tata. write again next time. :)
enjoyed the badminton session with classmates yesterday night. was quite tiring but still fun! i guess nothing can replace the favour of badminton from me. always preferred to play badminton but its either not the right time or something else.. reasons reasons reasons. well, i guess it wasn't that expensive cause each paid RM4 yesterday and normally an hour only cost RM10 i guess. but still jogging easier cause just have to walk behind to the park. no need to drive.
yesterday a guy from secondary school called. it was an unknown number so i decided to answer it. and yeah i regretted DAMN a lot! stupid shit. SAKAI!
woke up around 7.30am today morning. and i decided to let myself sleep longer a little since someone asked me to sleep 99. listen lo. :P
classmates teased me and asks where's him during badminton session yesterday. lolx. :)
and his room mate sort of told me something that made me a little shy. and i guess he sort of complained a little that he sees me more than he sees him. whooppss.
well, he's definitely a nice guy. :)
cooked myself porridge because i want to get rid of the rice left. dislike eating rice. noodles is always my first choice. i guess i can even survive without rice for a month. :) i shall tell mum i will only cook noodles stuffs next sem so she wouldn't give me the whole box of rice again. and i wanted to get rid of the cheese slices left from making the sandwiches so i mixed it into the porridge and it taste quite good! i shall put more so it'll be like some sort of cheese baked rice? lolx. :D
suddenly feels like eating mashed potatoes. but i lazy to do groceries shopping alone. :(
sort of cleaned the whole room. even the fan. i wasn't tall enough for the fan so i climbed on to the study table. :P and its cleaned now! gonna wash clothes later then clean study table and then its all done!
decided to make a visit to the Aeon in Station 18 before heading back to Klang after finals.
must get the felts and also the pressie for bestie. :) and maybe do some quick shopping? :)
[after i get my pocket money next week].
gonna push myself a little harder later. going back to Klang for some wedding dinner next week. so might not have enough time to study. scared. :(
k la. gotta go now peeps. tata. write again next time. :)
Saturday, July 28, 2012
The week i almost fell.
its the 9th week proceeding to the 10th week of my first year semester 1 degree. and this is the very first time i felt like giving up everything. not just because of my degree. facing some pressures from the theory exam as well. everyday, parents without fail asking me the progress of my theory. and the problem is i dont even have time to do and practice them. not to say my theory homeworks. i dont even have time to sleep. have been torturing my brain, organs and the whole body this week. eventhough i feel so sleepy till an extend that i cannot resist anymore i still force myself to do it. been really tough last wednesday and thursday. really worried for the assignment very much. i shouldn't have agreed to become the leader at the first place. i guess i failed in becoming a leader. looking back at my foundation year, i finally realise how hard it is to be a leader and my all time leader is really great in doing things. she do things really much more professionally compared to me. and really thanks to one of my group member who finished arranging and editting the whole assignment when i just fell asleep. if he did not do it, i might really have to just stay awake for the whole night to do it and at that point of time i'm really sleepy till an extend that i can even sleep standing. i just feel so great. i know he is sleepy too but he did it. :D the thing i worried most is the citation of the assignment. it is so important that i read a sentence the lecturer wrote on the marking scheme that : "failure of citation is the failure of the whole assignment". SHIT. why do citation ever exist in the first place. cant afford to let it be a problem. everyone's result is on my hands. damn. btw, i shall start preparing the slides tomorrow. i cant do it today. haven't recover from depression. :/ and then i shall start preparing for my upcoming QT test 2. btw, i'm pretty satisfied with my test 1 results. but i guess i can do better. told parents about it this morning and i'm glad they dint compare me with others this time. because they do this everytime which is one of the reason i'm always stressed. they asked me to try my best and do what i can and not to pressurise myself. which i sort of felt so touched of it. :')
everytime skype with mum and she will end up complaining i should have more sleep. she realise it through the evidence on my eyes. and yeah she said i look really terrible and dull.
and by the way, did i said that i done 2 stupid challenges this week? yeah. proud of it.
1st challenge: walk around the housing area till 4am almost 5am. :P went mamak at 2am i guessed. and this is also the first time i walked to mamak. haha. you dont expect that from me in Klang. my parents will kill me for doing that. :)
2nd challenge: stayed up in the library till its closed which is till 9pm. stay from 2pm till 9pm. this is epic right? and they did make announcement like those malls asking you to leave. hahax. i think this is cool. :) never been inside a library that LONG! and was studying microeconmics the whole time. but still screwed up. whatever i guess. econs is never my favourite subject. :(
he accompanied me for both the challenges. :)
and i watched SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS like crazy this week. i guess i'm almost addicted to it. never fail to laugh at any episode. :) cant resist his cuteness. well, patrick is another that i favour. :)
everytime skype with mum and she will end up complaining i should have more sleep. she realise it through the evidence on my eyes. and yeah she said i look really terrible and dull.
and by the way, did i said that i done 2 stupid challenges this week? yeah. proud of it.
1st challenge: walk around the housing area till 4am almost 5am. :P went mamak at 2am i guessed. and this is also the first time i walked to mamak. haha. you dont expect that from me in Klang. my parents will kill me for doing that. :)
2nd challenge: stayed up in the library till its closed which is till 9pm. stay from 2pm till 9pm. this is epic right? and they did make announcement like those malls asking you to leave. hahax. i think this is cool. :) never been inside a library that LONG! and was studying microeconmics the whole time. but still screwed up. whatever i guess. econs is never my favourite subject. :(
he accompanied me for both the challenges. :)
and i watched SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS like crazy this week. i guess i'm almost addicted to it. never fail to laugh at any episode. :) cant resist his cuteness. well, patrick is another that i favour. :)
should put this on my door.
might have go paint this out whenever i'm free. :) cant wait for this activity to happen.
spongebob's party set.
this website is even cooler. they provide Spongebob's USB, laptop cover, mouse, keyboard, speaker, bag, camera and even the spongebob made computer. this is so cool. :D
The Dark Knight later!
i want pictures in my DSLR.
i want a new profile picture.
i want to do more challenges that i've never done before.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! :D
Monday, July 16, 2012
16th of july
been few weeks since last post. kinda dead. i know. due to the laziness, busy-ness and lots of things. and i've got nothing special to blog about except for some stupid things around. :)
last saturday, i broke my record to reach my so called second home latest after a movie. movie starts at 11.30am and passed the scary highway and lots of things. bla bla bla. slept at around 5.30am that day. EPIC. thinking back i wonder how i can really sleep that late. really so not me. and woke up around 9.30am after few hours for badminton. which means i only have 3 hours of sleep.
same last saturday, went through 2 tests that eats up a lot of my brain juice. need something like chicken essence to regenerate them back. :)
and same last saturday, napped on the table in friend's room. which means i did not went back to my own room to sleep. hahax.
i feel like a zombie today. really lack of sleep. last night slept for around 7 hours and yet i still feel sleepy. damn it. muscle was really pain today as a result for not warming up before badminton. but enjoyed badminton really very very much! :)
finished my IS assignment yesterday in a day. cant believe that i actually finished it. guess i'm really motivated. but dont know if i wrote the right thing in the assignment. hope its the right one.
havent even tidy up my notes. slack till so kao lat lo.
dont even feel like talking.
last saturday, i broke my record to reach my so called second home latest after a movie. movie starts at 11.30am and passed the scary highway and lots of things. bla bla bla. slept at around 5.30am that day. EPIC. thinking back i wonder how i can really sleep that late. really so not me. and woke up around 9.30am after few hours for badminton. which means i only have 3 hours of sleep.
same last saturday, went through 2 tests that eats up a lot of my brain juice. need something like chicken essence to regenerate them back. :)
and same last saturday, napped on the table in friend's room. which means i did not went back to my own room to sleep. hahax.
i feel like a zombie today. really lack of sleep. last night slept for around 7 hours and yet i still feel sleepy. damn it. muscle was really pain today as a result for not warming up before badminton. but enjoyed badminton really very very much! :)
finished my IS assignment yesterday in a day. cant believe that i actually finished it. guess i'm really motivated. but dont know if i wrote the right thing in the assignment. hope its the right one.
havent even tidy up my notes. slack till so kao lat lo.
dont even feel like talking.
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Happy and fun moments always goes away very fast.
i just experienced something that have shrink down my emotion from very happy to kinda frustrated. one friend of mine suddenly asked me about money stuffs and it sounds like she take it seriously. i know i should stop thinking all this by now. but it really disturbed me. seriously hate this kind of situation where i have to answers questions that i feel there's no right answer to it... it's like i'll ask why rather than how. damn it you know... i really wish i have someone right beside me now....
today it seems to be a day full of emotions to me... i woke up at 7 today which is because i'm presenting today. and i wish it's better if my mum were there... and headed to uni at 9.30am for marketing lecture. and the lecture started quite late and some classmates told me about the situation about yesterday's presenters being evaluated by the same lecture. and they got blasted. and however, i just don't feel like preparing anymore for my presentation while other 3 of my friends read ups and downs about the presentation script. and one of them which have no script with him sort of helping the other 3 to edit the script. and it comes to a part of lecture where the lecture showed us a short clip about ogawa advertising the massage chair during parents day. and i knew my tears will definitely drop down. so i only watched half of the advertistment. and my very good friend went and told me about the love of the family and how she missed her home. and then my tears just came out like that. i'm glad the guys din't sit beside me or else they will be laughing at me again.. and i guess i saw an expression on my friend's saying "woh-oh i'm in trouble" so she quickly turn to do her things. and i'm glad she's not that type that will start telling you to stop crying or asking why are you crying. this will seriously make me cry. haha... lolx... btw, i spotted a lot of people wiping their tears as well. so i dint feel that bad afterall. i dont know why..... and dont ask me why.. and even now when i think back and i feel its so silly. tomorrow back home d... :D
due to the stupid very very high heels that i wore today, my leg are full of blisters. :((( and my plaster couldn't help at all. and my heels stucked at the holes between the steel bridge and also the sandy path [which is the only way to class]. and the guys laughed at me again.. they even make it so horrible that they act it out [take 1, take 2, take 3, and so on...... ]. and i went walking bare legs and my friend say i'm cool because they can never find others doing the same thing. :D
as a conclusion : i did a lot of "sia sui" stuffs in uni today...
HOWEVER, SOMETHING MAKE ME FEEL GREAT TODAY!
did i ever told you how my presentation was?
i was really nervous at the point of time and i dint even know that i did that great till the lecture tells me so. she say i presented like a professional and that she can see confidence in my eyes. :)) great huh? THANK GOD for all this. i really prayed hard for this. glad that it's over now. another presentation upcoming for marketing subject. looking forward for it. :)) i've never been told that i'm great before... :D
She sort of say that we did a very good job and everything she expected on our topic are on our presentation. GOOD JOB! :))
i guess it's worth for spending the whole night memorizing and repeating the same thing again and again without even looking at my theory and homeworks. :/
some pictures for entertainment:
today it seems to be a day full of emotions to me... i woke up at 7 today which is because i'm presenting today. and i wish it's better if my mum were there... and headed to uni at 9.30am for marketing lecture. and the lecture started quite late and some classmates told me about the situation about yesterday's presenters being evaluated by the same lecture. and they got blasted. and however, i just don't feel like preparing anymore for my presentation while other 3 of my friends read ups and downs about the presentation script. and one of them which have no script with him sort of helping the other 3 to edit the script. and it comes to a part of lecture where the lecture showed us a short clip about ogawa advertising the massage chair during parents day. and i knew my tears will definitely drop down. so i only watched half of the advertistment. and my very good friend went and told me about the love of the family and how she missed her home. and then my tears just came out like that. i'm glad the guys din't sit beside me or else they will be laughing at me again.. and i guess i saw an expression on my friend's saying "woh-oh i'm in trouble" so she quickly turn to do her things. and i'm glad she's not that type that will start telling you to stop crying or asking why are you crying. this will seriously make me cry. haha... lolx... btw, i spotted a lot of people wiping their tears as well. so i dint feel that bad afterall. i dont know why..... and dont ask me why.. and even now when i think back and i feel its so silly. tomorrow back home d... :D
due to the stupid very very high heels that i wore today, my leg are full of blisters. :((( and my plaster couldn't help at all. and my heels stucked at the holes between the steel bridge and also the sandy path [which is the only way to class]. and the guys laughed at me again.. they even make it so horrible that they act it out [take 1, take 2, take 3, and so on...... ]. and i went walking bare legs and my friend say i'm cool because they can never find others doing the same thing. :D
as a conclusion : i did a lot of "sia sui" stuffs in uni today...
HOWEVER, SOMETHING MAKE ME FEEL GREAT TODAY!
did i ever told you how my presentation was?
i was really nervous at the point of time and i dint even know that i did that great till the lecture tells me so. she say i presented like a professional and that she can see confidence in my eyes. :)) great huh? THANK GOD for all this. i really prayed hard for this. glad that it's over now. another presentation upcoming for marketing subject. looking forward for it. :)) i've never been told that i'm great before... :D
She sort of say that we did a very good job and everything she expected on our topic are on our presentation. GOOD JOB! :))
i guess it's worth for spending the whole night memorizing and repeating the same thing again and again without even looking at my theory and homeworks. :/
some pictures for entertainment:
decided to buy a tray of Grade F egg. if you could ever see the difference of the size. amazingly small. cost me RM 2.60 for 10 eggs only. :)
watched spongebob [english version] on the tv last sunday before going the uni for talks. i feel great after that! :D
decided to cook this on sunday night as i do not want to waste any more unnecessary money. :/
the picture after it cooked. and it taste great. and i did not feel full after eating that. but i didn't care.
that's all. :)
kay. proceed to unfinished work now. :)
Sunday, June 24, 2012
it's today.. yeah today.
today i spent a lot of money again... haiz.. what am i suppose to say...
RM 20 for my bike AGAIN!! GERAM BETUL... feel like getting cheated for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, ................. time... can't believe my bike's pedal just spoil like that... haiz... cost me so damn much... seriously worst than driving right??? i'm really glad i have a car with me here..... THANKS DADDY!!!
spent RM 13 for my dinner. i taught sharing for KFC and Pepsi will end up save more.. and this is the worst KFC meal i've ever eaten... SERIOUSLY! i demanded for thigh meat and end up among all the 15 peices chicken in total, none is thigh meat.... and this is seriously expensive... regretted.... i intended to save and end up spend more...
i've actually kept RM70 in total in my purse to stand till next thursday... but end up i went to the ATM again... because my wallet end up with RM30 only... how sad is this!!!!!! soon my savings is gonna be gone la like that... my iPhone dream straight tak ada....
btw, i guess i decided to wait for the iPhone 5. i hope i can wait. and i hope iPhone 5 dont make me regret for waiting for it.
currently just finish skyping with parents while editing my little script of my presentation next wednesday... seriously i felt so dead. i'm actually suppose to memorize that by today? monday rehearsal dead...
i planned tomorrow i'm gonna cook instant noodles myself at my room and memorize that... lets hope i success in that... really dont wanna fail in the presentation.
work for the PRESIDENT LIST! haha. epic.
btw, today's talk was kinda lifeless except for the last 2 talks. but i guess it's worth changing that with 8 points of my sort of curriculum points which i suppose to collect 100 by the time i graduate. or else no graduating... :((
challenge accepted!!!
today dint complete editing the script cannot sleep!!
i told my mum about the president list.. and she say as long as i do my best then that's enough. but i dont think so lo... later tak dapat all A then come blame me again... say scare i stress wor... but i take / look it as a challenge, so i guess it's the same afterall?? :D
picture of my script. if i'm done with editing this then i can sleep. according to Vicky Yap. :))
tomorrow's talk at 10.30am. gonna wake up early do bread sandwich for lunch again. :)
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