today is already the last day of the year 2009.. and my friends are planning some countdown activities.. and i am actually confused that should i go... dunno y i feel like not really welcomed there.. it's like they dun even care bout my existence also.. dunno y just felt like that.. and i taught i can happily watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 at the very last minute of the year 2009 with my besties.. but none of them even wanna watch.. guess this time will be my very 1st time to watch alone.. wat a sad last day... sesat betul.. i just wanted a nice and fun gathering.. but it sounds so meaningless for me.. special thanks to jie that she agreed to accompany me to jj.. she's nice.. =) i'm telling myself that i gotta feel nice.. it's like where's the warmth and care all this while.. =(

ps: no offence to anyone..

this few days dunno y i felt like everyone treated me so emo-ly.. except someone.. =) well... dunno y i can felt that he dun like my existence.. well.. it's so hard to understand him.. now i guess it's time to believe that he never cared for me before.. i wondered that if he was just acting in front of me all this while... errr.. maybe i'm the one who think too much... gonna get a new life by 12am tonight.. dun wan to be in this super complicated and stupid life...

next year i believe will be a very tough year for me... and no one is giving me encouragement except mummy.. =) but i don't think she really understand my tough-ness though... yeah.. i know i should pray more frequently... =)

just now went piano class and teacher suddenly asked me that i wanna offer myself to play piano in the english choir o not.. and i was totally shocked... haha.. i wanted this very much ad.. but really scare will make everything a mess.. haha.. sesat betul.. i think i should take this opportunity and really improve myself.. gambatei!!

that's y i said it's a tough year for me... gotta be very well prepared for everything.. especially SPM!! wooo.. scary betul... gotta gambatei!! 1st thing i gotta change is my this stupid attitude.. hehe.. sweet 16 is over and here comes my bitter 17.. woots..

I'm prepared for my challenges!!! =D

what should i do?

this few days really confused.. even i dunno what had happened to me.. bleks.. =P

hehe.. this post may seem meaningless and lame.. haha.. but still post it out lar..

1st-ly... i gotta make my new-year resolution ad.. haha.. gonna be well-prepared for all the upcomings activities.. i wanna be more active!! =) i think i fat back a bit ad.. sobs sobs.. so going to cut down again! but mummy keep giving me snacks makes me wanna eat.. can't control.. aiks.. =P yesterday mummy sudddenly say i not fat.. but usually she'll say i fat.. sesat.. haha.. but i very very fat meh?? not really right?? it's like moderate i suppose.. sesat betul.. always get tease for being fat.. anyway.. currently i taught of a lot of things... i taught maybe i should have a haircut to a short wan.. =) and currently wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks 2!! desperate ler.. =( must watch before school re-open ad.. if not i guess parents won't really let me go out ad..

duno y suddenly had the feeling to countdown with friends this year.. every year also countdown with parents in front of the tv... it's bored right?? cos my parents will never go places like kl to mess with pple.. dad hates traffic jam.. really hope parents will let me out.. teehee... if dun wan means have to countdown in front of tv again.. so meaningless.. aiks..

currently having some "time no enough" problem.. =/

have to start waking up early in the morning ad.. really scare cannot wake up on time when school re-open.. must start practicing from now.. hehe.. i'll set 3 alarms today.. see if it works.. =)

yesterday mummy told me that the selangor goverment decided to bend the usage of plastic bags on every saturday.. which i taught this is a very good start to the steps of recycle.. they should do that earlier... hehe.. support nature!! =) and then mummy said next time cannot get rubbish bag easily ad.. =P

currently in love with the 8tv 830pm korean drama.. very nice.. =) i guess it's boys over flowers... but still not that into it.. maybe i rate it 4/5.. =) still finding a 5/5 movie..

hmmm.. dunno what to talk next.. felt so speechless.. bye.. will write if i get any ideas.. =) imu!! XD

21st December

it's a monday and finally had an outing with my besties.. =)

pple who join: jess, ice, maye, gerald, waiyang, chin hern, lupchung, hy

hmm.. in the process of planning this outing, really have to go across lots of ups and downs cos of some problems in between. btw. my wish for getting a picture of me and my other 3 besties is failed. sesat. and my other wish is also failed. but somehow. i learned new stuffs. =) learned how to skate.

before incoming to all the stories, there's sill another story. i was told that next morning have to reach ktm at 10am and end up me, jess, ice decided to go there 1st. and i taught other pple knows bout it. so end up got scolded. hehe.. sorry lor.. =) din't know actually waiyang and gerald was waiting for us. hahax.. so we reach there and look around 1st. and took kinda lots of pictures but it's all with jess. she haven't gave it to me. [will go take from her tomorrow]. btw. we headed to my bear stuffs' shop. and i bought a santa attire for my deedee.. =) cost me RM 33.90. but i guess it's worth the price right?? (even though din get any good feedbacks from anyone.) my brother keep saying that the shirt worths more than the bear which i guess hurts deedee very much. haiz. it's okay. i'll still sayang deedee always. =) back to the story. so next we headed to the asian avenue. jess and ice went around looking for nice attire. and me the one who are not allowed to buy just look around and looks so bored. btw. while waiting for them i saw some magic show from a shop. really amaze me. wonder how they do all those tricks. =P den we 3 decided to go look for "wong-kok restaurant" and end up me the impatient wan cos turned lot of round to find that shop get mad and wanted to go skating ad so left jess alone. aiks.. sorry jess.. den meet up gerald that gang inside skating there. hehe..

skating was cool. but at 1st it's like a cacat person and can't even walk. hehe.. experienced so many cool stuffs. btw. i din't fall down! yeah!! =) and really thanks to ice for teaching me and guiding me. haha.. she's really patient to teach me. but end up i learned up also lar. so din't let her down. hehe.. and skate with gerald also. hehe.. =P

conclusion: my leg hurt. but i guess it's worth the pain. =D

so we skate till around 530 den headed to gasolin to had our dinner. haha. i was really noisy there. think so we are the noisiest gang in there. sesat. =) maye and hy left us there. so din get to camwhore ad. it's like din really enjoy with her also. and something happened also. after that i decided to go bowling. and lupchung accompany me. =) and i win him. bleks. really enjoy bowling. and gerald that gang went snooker. jess and ice continue their shopping. well. actually i can't really stand the smell inside snooker there. cos really dun like the smooking smell. it's killing my nose. but end up just tahan lor. =)

after that have to rush home ad. and i dun even have time to go popular ad. =( was waiting quite long for the bus. haha. having fun time down there. sesat. and then it's like everyone cheated on the ktm tickets except me. sesat. i was trying to be good. but........... haiz. kena bom say i rich never mind. sesat. aisan cheated the most. she bought the batu tiga ticket plus it's for kids wan. sesat. so it only cost her 50 cents. and me so stupid go pay 2.40 again. haha. i dun dare to cheat ler. later kena fine den end up worst right. hehe.. so i honest lor. =) and we was again that noisy at the ktm. haha. at last few stops it was like so empty and we get so syok. haha..

conclusion of 21st december: it's among the best day ever. and i breaked my record for being home that late. hehe..

i guess i know who's the mysterious miss-caller ad. iisshh.. i salahkan the wrong person edi.. sorry.. =) Imu. =D

Tagged by Ywah. =)

First Name : Yap
Nickname : Vicky
Name You Wish You Had : Vicky
What Do People Normally Mistake Your Name For : Wei Chyi became Wei Chai =(
Birthday : 1st December
Birth Place : Klinik Damo
Time Of Birth : i guess it's 5pm
Zodiac Sign : Saggitarus
Single or Taken : Single. =)


-YOUR APPEARANCE-

How Tall Are You : 155cm [i guess]
Wish You Were Taller : ya
Eye Colour : black. a bit brown? =D
Colour You Want : green, blue, purple
Natural Hair Colour : black
Current Hair Colour : black
Short or Long Hair : medium
Dye Your Hair A Bizarre Colour : Brown or blonde
Last Time You Did Something Dramatic With Your Hair : putting a mini hat and set up with my night gown. =)
Glasses Or Contacts : glasses but preferred contacts
Do You Wear Make-Up : nope. unless i'm forced to.
Paints Your Nails : sometimes. seldom.


-IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER-

What Colour Eyes : brown
What Colour Hair : brown
Shy Or Outgoing : outgoing
Looks Or Personality : personality
Sexy Or Cute : cute
Serious Or Fun : fun
Older Or Younger Than You : anything. preferred around my age.
A Turn On : huh??
Turn Off : no idea.


-THIS OR THAT-

Flowers Or Chocolate : chocolates
Pepsi Or Coke : coke
Rap Or Rock : rock
Relationship Or One-Night-Stand : relationship
School Or Work : school
Love Or Money : love
Movies Or Music : music
Countries Or Cities : countries
Sunny Or Rainy Days : sunny days
Friends Or Family : both.


-HAVE YOU EVER-

Lie : yup
Stole Something : a pencil. counted?
Smoked : never
Hurt Someone Close To You : ya
Broke Someone's Heart : ya
Had Your Heart Broken : ya
Wondered What Was Wrong With You : ya
Wish You Were A Prince / Princess : princess
Liked Someone Who Was Taken : nope.
Shaved Your Head : nope. i dun wan to be bald. =)
Been In Love : ya
Used Chopsticks : ya
Sang In The Mirror To Yourself : nope.


-FAVOURITE-

Flower : rose
Candy : marshmallows
Junk Food : potato chips
Song : lots
Scent : fruits smell
Colour : green, blue, purple
Movie : hk drama
Singer : colbie cailiat, taylor swift & lots more.
Word : sesat. =D
Website : *secret*
Location : snow places. =)
Animal : fishy


Ever Cried Over Someone : ya
Is There Anything You Wish You Could Change About Yourself : i don't think so. except for wearing contacts
Do You Think You Are Attractive : dunno. =)
If You Had To Choose A Fairytale As Your Life What Would You Choose : cinderella
Do You Play Any Sport : ya


-THE RULES-

List eight random facts about yourself and tag five people .

Okay, here goes my " eight random facts " .

1. I says lots of "sesat".

2. I love to eat.

3. I laugh for crazy stuffs.

4. I'm shy shy.

5. I'm excited.

6. I love what i love. =)

7. I wonders quite a lot.

8. I smile for some sweet things. =)

17th Decemeber 2009

currently it's like few days to 2010.. hehe.. the "scary" year.. btw.. today's activity...

1. i've got piano class today morning.. and it's like so i have to wake up early.. bleks.. =) actually plan to wake up at 6am just to finish my theory homework.. and guess what.. i woke up.. but end up sleeping on the floor.. haha.. sesat me.. =P so end up i wake up on 8 to get ready.. and i taught it's okay.. i'll just act nothing.. =) so dad fetch me there.. so as usual were checking homework 1st.. and nothing really happen.. luckily yesterday did some ad.. so it's like just until the right time teacher check everything and also for my correction.. =) btw.. teacher told me i'm not going for the april's practical exam ad.. she say i'm not really prepared for that.. so i might as well sit for either grade 7 or 8 in june rather than rushing.. hmm.. sounds good?? but it's bad also.. cos scare can't finish on time.. bleks.. =) after theory proceed to practical.. overall.. i feel not bad.. at least din't get much scolding from teacher.. so i improved?? weee.. =D after that i waited for brother and he told me tat he's coming 1130 but end up came at 12.. so talked to sarah bout her camp.. sounds superb and we was like laughing like mad bout stuffs.. after that she dragged me to play with her dog. which i dun really like it.. cos hate dogs licking.. and at last the dog keep wanting to play ball ball with me. keep finding me and make me got laughed by sarah.. *blush* =) but i found that actually i din't really scare of dogs that much.. hehe.. *claps* =D

2. went to the dentist... was waiting quite long even brother had made appointment.. btw.. i din really mind.. cos i'm not the major patient there.. while waiting i was watching the tv there.. and it's channed AXN. this channel is totally cool.. it's like most of movies is my favorites which is CSI.. totally cool..

the purpose i was there: just to accompany my brother but "di samping itu" i went for a teeth cleaning which was totally very costly... my brother went there to had a x-ray on his teeth cos he wanted to take out his wisdom teeth.. err.. not really sure what's that.. but mum seems so mad bout taking it out.. blurred.. so i get another dentist instead of my brother's dentist... well.. it's a guy.. and he asked me if i'm 1st timer here.. and i say ya.. haha.. sesat.. and all the while he's explaining bout my teeth.. which i taught actually he's not that bad.. hehe.. and when i guess he saw that i'm quite tensed up.. then he just say "bu yao pa. pu tong de" haha.. sesat... so it's like some kind of machine and they can splash out water.. haha.. sesat.. and the nurse beside me was like keep wiping the water that overflow from my mouth and i also can't tahan ad. cos really very geli.. and makes me feel like laughing.. but I TAHAN till the end.. congrat me?? haha.. and i asked him bout my braces stuffs.. and he say it's not a must but he say my upper teeth is kinda out and the lower part is not that neat.. and he keep reminding me the way to brush my teeth and he even taught me how to use the dental floss.. well.. and he told me that if i don't do all that then my mouth will bengkak.. the way he say sounds cute.. sesat.. i guess he's treating me like small kid.. which i don't mind.. =P

then me waiting brother while the other dentist explained to him bout his condition.. and guess the cleaning price........ i din't know it's like so expensive.. haha. it's RM70.. what u think? super expensive just to clean my teeth right? not like cleaning diamond teeth or what.. haha.. sesat.. then i told my brother so expensive.. i know i kinda "sua ku" hehe... then he say i everytime dun wan brush teeth den let pple brush oni know so expensive.. hehe.. mana ada everytime lar.. lolx.. simply say wan.. then ask me go become dentist pulak.. sesat.. it's totally not my type.. bleks..

den went home.. was super hungry.. had lunch at 230.. and after had 1 "ba zhang" that i made yesterday i'm still hungry.. hehe.. so i decided to cook fried macaroni cheese.. woots.. really like siao lang.. haha.. my mum was laughing at me all the while i'm cooking.. although the looks is bad but the taste memang best.. =)
rate: 3/5
comments: not good enough.. should just get ready all the ingredients 1st.. makes my hand almost get burn.. sesat... looking forward to try out more recipe... mum say not bad.. wee.. =)

look what dad say bout it.. when i asked him to try then he din look properly.. then he say where i find the worms to cook.. haha.. know y?? cos the pasta is like yellowish and it's like curl wan.. so from far memang looks like worm.. then he say u wan me lau sai to eat all your worms?? haha.. then dun care me.. haha.. and he dun dare to even try it.. i was like keeping quiet and keep asking him to try.. =) and at last he just took the very only pasta and try.. and he say not nice.. arrgg.. he memang dun like all the weird stuffs that i cook wan.. hehe.. tak apa lah.. =D

and yesterday i spoiled my brother's walkman.. i know he's angry... aiks.. really sorry lar.. dun mean it wan.. =( or not then i'll take and fix for him..

and yesterday also.. i called the person that took my phone to repair.. and guess what..... the fellow really makes me feel like killing her!! iissshh!! angry betul.. she dun even wan to answer my phone even though i called so many times.. now i really feel like taking back my phone (i dun care if it's repaired o not) and just repair outside.. i seriously dun mind paying any amount as long as i get back my lovely phone.. people there are seriously not trust-able.. arrggg.. i demand for my phone back..

monday to wednesday maybe no car ad.. cos dad's car will be repaired cos that day accident.. haiz.. sobs.. hmm.. so dad told me that monday 830 must fetch us go ktm ad.. if not later too late send to repair... kesian betul.. aiks..

monday really got lots of things wanna do at pyramid.. but dunno got pple wan teman me o not... haiz.. dun wanna regret ler.. =(

currently tak tau nak buat apa.. someone even say i too "eng" to do all the weird things.. =)

imu

recent activities

currently planning my christmas stuffs... my christmas gift list... and my attire on that day.. =) this year i din really participate in lots activites compare to last year.. din even have ensemble... so just mainly choir.. and even that i'm not like really into-it.. cos of some reasons.. btw.. i'm still excited for the day... i think maybe next year i'll join more stuffs.. =) dunno y this year dun really had the mood for that... =) currently thinking of making surprises for someone... =P dunno will work out o not..

Santa's coming to town!!

i want a christmas party!!

i wan to hang out with all my lovely buddies!!

hope something gets better or else i'll really get crazy.. =( (ps: something really secretive)

going to get ready for next year ad... Gambatei!!

currently doing a lot music theory... aiks.. really hard and really confusing.. suddenly feel so dumb.. haiz... exam's coming next year march... sometimes kinda regret for signing up for the exam.. but i believe i can do it!! Gambatei!! practice makes perfect right?? hehe... so gotta study and do really hard... bleks... same to my form 5... really scared.. it's like a year from now to spm.. but my form 4 work it's like totally lost.. did really bad for form 4.. should really work hard!!

"nothing is impossible" right?? hehe.. =)

christmas wish: get to go out with someone.. hehe.. simple as that.. =P

new year wish: i wan to be more independent... must know what's really meant for me.. =)

hope everything is as what i wanted.. =)

horible night =(

yesterday when reading mail really got scared by 1 of the mail... super scary.. i know i'm kinda making things big... cos i will easily get scared... and i shouted like hell.. arrgg.. whatever.. the main thing here is... i really scared to sleep yesterday night... when wanna close eyes den will taught of the image ad... sobs sobs.. =( took me around 1 hour to really sleep that's also when i was really tired.. this is really horrible... iisshh... now really scare of dark ad.. =( and when ever i was waiting for the computer to restart and when the computer screen is black then it makes me taught of that again.. dun wan lar..