a busy season... :)

ChRiStM@s!!! honestly... i kinda miss last year's wan.... this year's wan like not that enough feel.... :) yesterday night i went to the ensemble prac again.... really suoer sesat thoughout the whole prac..... it's like without the pa system den like everything went wrong.... really badddd...... hope today's not like that.... and i eve miss out some part... can't really hear the keyboeard sound over other side.... haiz... and the position of the drum had changed... haiz... really wish for te drum to be at the place it was on sunday.... and frankly speaking... i really very scare lor... very scare i play wrong notes and all those lor.... haiz... hmmm... and also very gan chong bout the song i have to sing.... hmmm.... the su ling and yeeching good lor... they can sing together.... hmm... really miss the time where i alwayz get to sing with joyce.... we r the best partner.... :) really nervous for tonight's program.... and then just heard some comments bout the song.... (2nd song of ensemble)... like majority said it's like so noisy... and even my parents said that.... really so not nice??? maybe it's like those with music experience who knows how to get into the music.... and even ms.ang said it's noisy.... so i'm like the noisy sound producer??? i know i'm suppose to let the music really rock and just bang it out.... so i'll just do my best... :)

and then i asked teacher wan to bow after the thingie o not... and she said t's not a performance... so we r not asked to bow..... haiz... den if not performance den it's wat wor.... sobs lar... i'm like trap in the corner there..... ya ya.... watever lor... :) and i guess later i bringing my camera.... haha... so that i can take a lot of pictures.... :) den maybe will help (someone) record down the nice performance also... so if i get a chance den maybe i'll post that video lor... and then i think i giving out da presents today night.... also dunno how to bring... some more later i have to go like super early.... i think ill just bring a small bag along... and i think i'll bring the shirt go change...

and i haven't asked shienrun whether he can make it today o not ler.... and ivan also can't make it... and yesterday i asked matthew and he also can't make it... haha... so long din c him ad ler.... haha.... janwei said he fat ad not fit ad... haha... so funny.... janwei also changed a lot ad.... i still remember last time if we ever started to talk sure will end with a quarrel wan.... but then this time can feel he like acting cute like that... he really funny... :) matt like quite serious lor... but i know y... haha... :)

just recieve a email... super cute..... the music all so cute... nice email....

:) MeRrY ChRiStMaS everyone!!!!!! :)

undescribeable day....

on 21th december 2008, yesterday..... was a sunday.... and then as usual i go to church... and then the thing i worry most comes...... the stupid throat just make me feel so uncomfortable... and i cant even talk.... full of those greenie things... haha... i know it's disgusting.... :) and same goes to my nose.... keep sneezing.... and i'm so worry that i cant sing in the church later.... really pray to God the night before.... :) and it's 1130 so it's time for all the performance.... 1st performance.... the story reading by form 2 students... err... not bad lar.... but dun really like that type... very chinese type.... err.. next is pnw... den after that is the bell thingie... this is the best performance i have ever c.... i would give them a 10/10.... really very nice and cute.... i know it's hard.... anyway... actually i'm suppose to be inside that team... and ended up i'm not in there... cos i told my choir tea that i joined the ensemble... somehow i feel a bit regret lor... :) hmmm... if next year got i'll be the 1st to join... :) den next performance is the singing thingie.... pple involve (pei ying [pianist], zuang xi [violinist], me, su ling, yee cing) feel quite happy with it... at least my sick doesn't menjejaskan my singings... and my voice still able to reach the high notes.... :) den after that is singing by those youths... after that sharing.... err... boring lor.... after that got singing again... last song... den balik... :)

:::::The Rehearsal::::::

was super blur at once... and super blur at twice... haiz.... i din even know that emsemble group should play also... cos that time tea told before that she did not mean to play during the rehearsal... but anyway.... we played... and the second song was super cacat..... first song also not very nice.... anyway talk bout the second song... cos i play second song... :) so it was super sesat... and i even forget to go in after the rests... and then sudenly jerald asked to stop... cos really super cacat... den kena marah.... :) ms.ang really very angry at us... cos before that we used really a lot of times to got ready for the 1st song.... so think so she angry ad... but then we just simply play lor... den every musician was like super sesat... den next is the english choir.. very nice... like that type of music... and like very grand those.... and it's very hard to played.... den next is chinese choir.... okay lor... keep singing... a bit like last year... but then i think i'll still prefer last year's wan.... den 3 plus the ensemble team prac our own again... err... we keep prac the 2nd song... cos was really tough.. and lastly everyone reached... and then the first time really not nice.... den sooner and later... begin to improve.... i think the 4rd time we paly the 2nd song was the best in that day.... really super... very perfect and din stop and it's like really very concert type... orchestra i would say... but then after that cannot mantain that condition every one like so tired ad... so that song went so wrong again.... and i was like super tired and hungry.... my lunch was like just a bit of fried rice... not even 5 spoons of rice i think.... so tea decided to make another prac on tue night.... and she also say reach early on wed....

hmmm... bored..... oh ya... daddy bought turkey.... for Christmas.... cool man.. this is the 1st time i'm going ot eat the whole turkey... haha.... cant wait for the moments..... haha... will take some picture by then.... :)

sleepy.... zzzz.... :)

18th December 2008, cloudy day...

hmmm... this is actually a sad post...... errr... sad day i would say.... can be said a very angry day.... daddy's car got bang.... all "thanks" to the stupid drunk indian old lady... never c her before lar... but really feel like puching her man.... so shit... cant belive it lar..... and it's the new car that got bang...... since this new car come and this is the second time it's got hit..... arrrgggg.... and even the old car never even get bang be4 i guess.... so it's all the stupid indian old nanny's faught..... and then it happen on the road near to maye's house.... actually i would cansider that as a dead road..... it's like super a lot of aciddents take place there... and i still remember there was once got a car flied.... something like that... and also another time 2 sports car bang each other..... now i'm thinking that whether there's a curse on the road or wat..... i know i'm thinking too much.... :)

so daddy told the situation just now.... that time daddy stopped at the 3rd lane... den he saw the old nanny was like towards him... den suddenly he heard the bang.... ya right.... den i think the thing is... the nanny cant decide whether she wants to turn to the road near maye's house or go towards banting road..... so she just bang like that.... and then daddy even show out her espression to us.... damn stupid lor.... like so shock like that.... and the think is she's not iressponsible at all.... daddy said he went the police station to make report... den think so ask the police to check the car plate or something like that... and they suspect that that'a a fake car plate.... so shit... and then until now the old nanny never even go to the police station to make report.... and her car is proton... and i asked mummy whether that the car got bang terriblely or not den she say just a bit.... oh ya..... i suppose proton bang toyota but toyota end up worst?? hmm...

and then now the thing is daddy's car will be repair in a week time.... and have to find a car to replace..... so it's like no car..... and i dun even know that today's piano class have to use which car..... hmmm... sad story lar.... and maybe i would say that maybe they have no fate with the car or something like that... haiz.... really kesian the car.. poor little handsome car... and bro dun even know the thing now.... i cant imagine whether wat he would do after he knows....

k lar... dun wanna talk more bout this.... really long story.... talk bout maye's blog... really nice.... the headline especially..... feel like asking her to make 1 for me ler..... and the chat box... i still cant make it.... and also the music box.... haiz.... dunno how they put it also....

:)

17th December 2008, sunny day

this morning.... so suffering.... i woke up around 830... den after having my breakfast... den after practising my emsemble song... den suddenly my head so pain ler.... dunno wat happen.... den i went to my bedroom and sleep.... haiz.... den i was like so tired... and then bro go say to my mum... (u c ur daughter, just wake up den now wan go sleep again...) but tehn taht time mummy din hear lar... so nothing lor.... den i cant sleep well also..... keep wake up.... haiz.... den that time around 12 mummy came up and ask me wat happen... den i say headache lor.... :) so caring huh..... :) den 1230 like that i wake up.... feeling better..... and then after having lunch den like pain back a bit..... i also dunno wat happen.... just feel like going for medical check -up lor.... like inside the brain pain ler..... quite scary..... and sometimes i like to think to much wan ler..... haiz....

den after lunch for a while den i helped mummy clean up the house..... super tired ler.... but then also finish cleaning..... den dinner i have chicken chop and vege.... nice ler.... i mean the chicken chop lor.... nice... hmmm... nothing ad kua...

:)

16th december 2008, night and cloudy day..

just at the afternoon my mum received a call from my fifth aunt..... saying that their 3 aunt just pass away.... and she said it's a long story that happen in between..... hmmm.... actually i dun plan to follow them but anyhow.. i just follow cos if not i gonna be alone in the house till 12 like that.... it's a long journey.... and then the funeral service situated near the old 1st aunt's shop.... and then have a service there den after that they just talk to each other..... if u c me... i'm gonna be the 1 so lonely sitting down there.... swt..... super sesat ler... then later got the band add in also lar..... the first song is the hokkien song.... the song also got in the movie "money not enough" quite nice le.... expecially when the saxaphone blow.... and then second song i dunno ad.... keep hearing and hearing..... and tehn firstly i find it interesting... adn then not long later... i find it super boring.... and wat can i do... i just sms lor..... got no one to sms also.... and then u can c me everytime keep smsing..... until my battery bar from full left 2.... :)

during the journey there i got chat with shienrun..... den i invited him to church on 24th december night.... and so easily he just said okay.... den of course i have to fetch him lar... but not yet ask parents... and the problem now is (i haven't even tell him) :) if my the ensemble song din cancel den i think i have to reach very early... den takkan he wan follow right??? den if during service i can ask maye just accompany him lor.... haiya... dunno lar.... i think God just arrange everthing in the way.....

:)

16th December 2008, sunny day

today... super duper tired day...... hmmm..... talk bout yesterday night 1st.... this is the 1st time that i have ever online tilll so late..... it's around 230 am..... :) and parents din notice..... well... i was playing blox drop... and i think i' totally addicted to it... haha..... maybe i just wanted to get the badges lar..... :) anyhow i din get to finish to collect the badge..... today morning i went the library.... the klang library.... hmmm.......... rate that i would give: 6/10 book there are super old and some even got tore..... and super a lot of those encyclopedia but they are not allow to be lend.... this is the thing that i dun like.... :) so tired and boring in the library... so around 11am den me and mummy went mydin just for a walk lor.... bought some stuffs..... (lunch box, christmas card, book wrapper, & lots more....) den around 12pm walk back to the library..... den waited for daddy and around 1240 went back home....

den daddy took backed those plants... i dunno wat's that..... and then he said he went to the forest or something to pluck those... and and some chili padi.. den he bought some of the fresh chicken eggs... yeah... my favourite..... especially when it's half cooked.... and the wierd plant thingie really very troublesome.... have to take away all those unwanted wan and then the "wierd plant" brings back a lot of the insects that i hate!!! saw 1 big bright spider.... and also saw another "wierd green insects"....... and i just take the sticks of the plants and just hit it.... :) so the usage for the plant is....... daddy say.... like when u drink it(the water) den it's good for the blood circulation... something like that.....

now mummy's really mad at me.... cos i din clean up the mess..... :) later have to do it lar.... oh ya.... ivan just created a blog.... yesterday..... the add is...... http://russianjohn.blogspot.com
so called russian john..... and i dun even know wat ivan actually got to do with russian john... but anyway it's a good start for him..... and he really bring back the koala bear.... :)

the christmas card i bought..... super cute..... all disney's theme..... dunno who to give also.... will decide by then......

:) tired......

@ nice moment......

yesterday bout 3+ went to my gor yi's house.... den really have a fun time there.... keep laughing and also keep eating... haha... eat the chocolates until today throat a but pain ad.... haha... but anyway.... the white chocolate is really nice..... and now i'm caughing... :) and even flu... mummy also got flu.... dunno wat happen also.... so now kinda hard to breathe also... haha...

now very boring also... so i just took out my video game and play again lor... but then everytime also alone play so very boring lor.... den got play x-men also... but sometimes quite sesat lar... cos like after finish the mission den dunno wan go where... den i plan after finish x-men den i'll finish nfs carbon... den after that nfs prostreet, den the new wan nfs undercover..... that wan i think i'll just get from jj lor... but then really need someone to buy for me ma... cos like everytime also bro go buy wan.... haha... so c 1st lor...

k lar... tata... :)