a busy season... :)

ChRiStM@s!!! honestly... i kinda miss last year's wan.... this year's wan like not that enough feel.... :) yesterday night i went to the ensemble prac again.... really suoer sesat thoughout the whole prac..... it's like without the pa system den like everything went wrong.... really badddd...... hope today's not like that.... and i eve miss out some part... can't really hear the keyboeard sound over other side.... haiz... and the position of the drum had changed... haiz... really wish for te drum to be at the place it was on sunday.... and frankly speaking... i really very scare lor... very scare i play wrong notes and all those lor.... haiz... hmmm... and also very gan chong bout the song i have to sing.... hmmm.... the su ling and yeeching good lor... they can sing together.... hmm... really miss the time where i alwayz get to sing with joyce.... we r the best partner.... :) really nervous for tonight's program.... and then just heard some comments bout the song.... (2nd song of ensemble)... like majority said it's like so noisy... and even my parents said that.... really so not nice??? maybe it's like those with music experience who knows how to get into the music.... and even ms.ang said it's noisy.... so i'm like the noisy sound producer??? i know i'm suppose to let the music really rock and just bang it out.... so i'll just do my best... :)

and then i asked teacher wan to bow after the thingie o not... and she said t's not a performance... so we r not asked to bow..... haiz... den if not performance den it's wat wor.... sobs lar... i'm like trap in the corner there..... ya ya.... watever lor... :) and i guess later i bringing my camera.... haha... so that i can take a lot of pictures.... :) den maybe will help (someone) record down the nice performance also... so if i get a chance den maybe i'll post that video lor... and then i think i giving out da presents today night.... also dunno how to bring... some more later i have to go like super early.... i think ill just bring a small bag along... and i think i'll bring the shirt go change...

and i haven't asked shienrun whether he can make it today o not ler.... and ivan also can't make it... and yesterday i asked matthew and he also can't make it... haha... so long din c him ad ler.... haha.... janwei said he fat ad not fit ad... haha... so funny.... janwei also changed a lot ad.... i still remember last time if we ever started to talk sure will end with a quarrel wan.... but then this time can feel he like acting cute like that... he really funny... :) matt like quite serious lor... but i know y... haha... :)

just recieve a email... super cute..... the music all so cute... nice email....

:) MeRrY ChRiStMaS everyone!!!!!! :)