school is boring after exams... and today i was alone and 80% of the time i'm not in the class.. looking forward for delima fun.. and something resist me... sobs.. thanks kah choon for accompany-ing me... haha... but end up i after recess i was left alone again... sobs... din acc me till end wan.. haha...

looking forward for tomorrow... guess will be nice if wai yang going... will be playing water... woots.. yippy... lurves water... =)

Dear bloggie,

i know it's so dead... cos of my laziness... and i really dun wish to tell every single of my things out here... recently there's so many things happening.... and just only enjoying the 1st week after my year end exams... and got back some results... but not really super satisfied.. i mean not at all... it's like so damn no good... i regretted again for not studying earlier.. and i guess i'll be disappointing my parents again... just wanna thank pn.bibi lots... for not failing me... u are so diff from what i taught.. and embarrass moments happens once again..

well... studies matter will just come into my mind anytime... and really dun wan the stupid results anymore... please NO!!! this will be killing me... haha... someone please giv me semangat a bit.. currently in a mood that is really complicated... mum wanted me to stop faceboook and any online stuffs.. but i guess not everything bah.. that will be totally kill my life... well.. please at least let me have 30 mins online time on weekdays and half day for weekends?? haha... next year is gonna be like so scary...

i'm really scared for my piano lessons... actually it's the exam... really will get stressed up a lot of times next year... recently i'm seriously preparing for my grade 7 theory.. and the problem is.. i haven't complete the grade 6 syllabus... this is bad... so.. parents seriously wan me to work super hard for this... i know i'm kinda lembap... haha.. so i understand myself very well that i should be starting for everything... really need encouragement ler... =)

love matters.. that day when brother asked me that i had a bf? and i really shocked... btw.. i din have any... nobody wants me... sobs... well... i am seriously wondering that am i annoying or what actually wrong with me?? it's like i'm so scary?? haiz... hmmm... back to bro's quest.. and i guess cos he saw my msn pm.. haha.. i guess...... i still can't let down of things... but i have some kind of feelings inside me that even i dunno what actually i wan... i'm being so emo.. and the history just repeated the second time after 3 years... maybe i should not even exist in ur life... forget bout that.... i'll just really look up on pple who really appreciate me for who i am and my inner beauty... pple who alwayz judge on appearance don't really end up any better... =) just let it be natural i guess...

my holiday list and plannings:
1. making cupcakes
2. going to thailand very soon..
3. shoppings with friends
4. watch 2012 and the box
5. try out ice-skating
6. go out with some pple
7. take lots lots lots pictures for my photo album
8. wanna go jogging [best with someone to accompany me] =)
9. wanna finish my theory syllabus
10. wanna plan for next year
11. try out to write my sweet diary
12.


planning that yet to be added... =)
can u accompany me more?? really lonely... sobs..

Tagged by Tobyn

Rules...
1. Do list the singer after each song.
2. Gotta complete this tag after being tagged.
3. Tag 10 friends after completing this tag.

1. Use one song to describe your current mood or feeling.
Smile-Uncle Kracker

2. List 10 songs using the first letter of your name.

Vacant Chair (S. Winwood/V. Stanshall)

Valentine's Day (Bruce Springsteen)

Valerie (S. Winwood/W. Jennings)

Val-Hala (Elton John/Bernie Taupin)

The Valley Road (B. R. Hornsby/John Hornsby)

Valparaiso (Sting)

Vamos A Bailar (Gipsy Kings)

Vampire Blues (Neil Young)

Van Diemen's Land (Words: The Edge / Music: U2)

Vanishing (Bryan Adams/Robert John Lange)

ps: just copy from website.. cos got no idea of songs with start with "v"

3. List 2 fav female singer.
-Colbie Cailliat
-Taylor Swift

4. List 2 fav male singer.
-David Archuleta
-Jay Chou

5. List 2 fav band.
-Green day
-(yet to be discovered)

6. List 10 fav songs of yours.
-Smile-Uncle Kracker
-Realize-Colbie Cailliat
-Bubbly-Colbie cailliat
-Yang Chi-Rainie Yang
-Battle-Colbie Cailliat
-no Boundaries- Kris Allen
--Our Song-Taylor Swift
-Fifteen-Taylor Swift
-Tui Hou-Jay Chou

7. List one stupid and funny song.
-loads lar... err... when i listen to songs i seldom look at their names...

8. List one song you feel it's meaningful to you.
(can i have 2??)
-smile-Uncle Kracker
-Realize-Colbie Calliat

9. Ever wish to write your own song?
of course!!!

10. Do you wanna be a singer when you grow up?
nope... not that type...


11. What's the one song you wanna dedicate to your lover/crush[got or not, just write]
( i think more than 1 but this is the wan i guess... teehee... =) ]
-Smile-Uncle Kracker

12. Current song you listening.
Smile-Uncle Kracker

You prefer:
-Country or Blue?
Country

-You prefer Rock or Pop?
Pop.. hate rock...

-Classic or Acoustic?
Acoustic

-Avril Lavigne or Michelle Branch?
Arvil!!


-Celion Dion or Mariah Carey?
none... =) not my type...

-Simple Plan or Linkin Park?
both?? =)

-LadyGaga or Katy Perry?
no idea... dun think of any.. =)

-Smokie or Aerosmith?
Aerosmith

-Jesse McCartney or David Archuleta?
David

-Marie Digby or Taylor Swift?
Taylor Swift!!!! =)

-David Cook or Kris Allen?
Kris Allen

-Rihana or Beyonce?
none??


-Leona Lewis or Jordin Sparks?
dunno lar... =)

-Michael Learns to Rock or My Chemical Romance?
My Chemical Romance

-Kelly Clarkson or Lindsay Lohan?
Linsay?? Kelly?? dunno lar... =)

-Boys like Girls or Jonas Brothers?
dun really know them well... Jonas Brother will do...

-Daniel Powter or Michael Bolton?
Daniel

-Chris Daughtry or Clay Aiken?
Chris Daughtry

-Westlife or Boyzone?
none??

-Akon or Chris Brown?
none of them is my type... =)

Tags:
maye
jesslyn
wanxiang
shienrun
..................... no idea...
anyone who wants to do it then just go ahead... =)

cupcakes!!!! i'm in love with them...

just dunno y... suddenly taught of doing cupcakes... the feeling just come like that... haha... i know i'm really interested in doing cakes those... but then since i decided to really go thin then din really do ad... cos scare eat ad fat fat.... just now too free ad... den i got do nothing then suddenly taught doing cupcakes... =)

here's some cool pictures bout cupcakes... wish someday i could make them out... wanna be the pastry maker... =) all this are just to sweet to be eaten... hehe... will try out very soon... if i get to buy all the ingredients...

happenings today....

really dunno y... today quite many things happen lar... but mainly will talk bout chemist teacher...

today after recess is the chemistry time... and me, ice, maye went bilik guru to see our bm teacher... cos of the so called important bm scrap book... sesated wan lar... wasted a lot of time on it... but kinda happy with the outcomes... back to the topic... so we went there and teacher not there... so we just straight go to the chemistry lab... well... it was normal at the beginning.... and after a while when everyone come in then i just dunno y this so called tame teacher suddenly become wild teacher.... and my so called good teacher become a evil teacher for me... i just dun understand what is he scolding in front there... and he keep nagging there like shit... i dun think all the mistakes that he said we even do that... this teacher is like accumulating all the mistakes from everywhere and he just bla bla bla to us... watever the fellow gonna say i was like ya right... look at ur own son before u even scold at us... shit u.... scolding pple like worthless like that... please lar... nobody is stupid in this world and u dun even have the right to scold us like that... i know we may do some silly mistakes... y can't u just tell us nicely and must u criticize our class's name?? how dare u even say 4 bodoh... den wat's 4 berlian means?? their initial also starts with 'b' okay??!! i just can't stand pple scolding me bodoh like that... and i just don't understand are u scolding u practicing the dialog to scold ur son?? i admit that our class student is kinda playful... but how can u ever say that we simply kiss and hug and do ever bad things in ur so called suci lab... this is ridiculous!! we din't even kiss and hug okay??!! please make some things clear in ur mind before u ever bla out like that... i just dunno y u will scold pple like that... even if we are bodoh but u r the teacher... so u are the one who are suppose to teach us nicely not the one to scold us bodoh....

well... so now u separated the guys and girls saying that we misused the 'mixed' school concept... sesated... and u even say that batu unjur is becoming a chinese school... watever it is.... bukit tinggi is commonly chinese... and of course parents will choose the nearest school.. and u r calling us to shift to kwang hwa, hin hua, and watever gang hua and all the hua hua... [this is funny] serious... haha...

and today we continued the salt experiment... and some people kena the silver carbonate [think so]... and me kena too... only when i reach home then realise that my fingers got the black stain... and it's growing.. watever it is.. if i were to just die now... who cares lar.. haha... i'm still in the emo mood... really no good... just wish i could ever shout out loud some where alone to relieve my problems...

ps: this is what i wanted to say.. it's my vision on the things that happen...

took some random photo on sat... dunno y after bath den drying my hair... den got nothing to do while waiting to go out... so just simply took some pictures....














haha... looking for the stars...[kononnya]
it's day time so sure no stars d... haha... sesat....





















































wonder which picture is the best among all... haha... =)

just don't understand things well.... as some of my friends know... i'm seriously preparing for 4 music exams next year... i know the whole year i'm gonna suffer... cos i've got music exams and spm... so it's kinda scary whenever i think of that...

recently, i just got my grade 8 practical exam pieces and of course i was asked to start preparing by now.... so of course i do have to practice... and the weird thing is... my dad force me to practice everyday... where mostly of my friends just relax there... well... i dun really mind bout that... what really matters me is when ever i've got new song to play of course i'll just go slowly and catch everything in it... and here comes my mum.. she will like keep saying y u playing so bad?? and from that moment my mood turn bad!! seriously bad... u know when people are enjoying learning something new and u just say something bad of course pple will just get frustrated.... okay...watever.... and this really makes me dun feel like trying to play any new songs.... cos if i ever play wrong den she will start saying again.. i just don't understand y she can't think from my angle... i know i'm not as pro as what she wants me to be... i know i'm not that smart and talented.... but just let me enjoy my learning process... and another thing... just don't understand y she alwayz like to compare me and others.... even in my studies... and of course my piano skills... i know u really want me to be that successful... but i just need time... just please do not ever compare me with others... okay?? i really don't like this... God created everyone differently and everyone have their own specialty... it just depends on how you look at things....

well... just gonna say that i do really love to explore more in musics... but sometimes i'm really not in the mood... i have emotions too... =)
and that's me...

ps : this post is kinda meaningless... i just dunno what to say... =)