Dear bloggie,

i know it's so dead... cos of my laziness... and i really dun wish to tell every single of my things out here... recently there's so many things happening.... and just only enjoying the 1st week after my year end exams... and got back some results... but not really super satisfied.. i mean not at all... it's like so damn no good... i regretted again for not studying earlier.. and i guess i'll be disappointing my parents again... just wanna thank pn.bibi lots... for not failing me... u are so diff from what i taught.. and embarrass moments happens once again..

well... studies matter will just come into my mind anytime... and really dun wan the stupid results anymore... please NO!!! this will be killing me... haha... someone please giv me semangat a bit.. currently in a mood that is really complicated... mum wanted me to stop faceboook and any online stuffs.. but i guess not everything bah.. that will be totally kill my life... well.. please at least let me have 30 mins online time on weekdays and half day for weekends?? haha... next year is gonna be like so scary...

i'm really scared for my piano lessons... actually it's the exam... really will get stressed up a lot of times next year... recently i'm seriously preparing for my grade 7 theory.. and the problem is.. i haven't complete the grade 6 syllabus... this is bad... so.. parents seriously wan me to work super hard for this... i know i'm kinda lembap... haha.. so i understand myself very well that i should be starting for everything... really need encouragement ler... =)

love matters.. that day when brother asked me that i had a bf? and i really shocked... btw.. i din have any... nobody wants me... sobs... well... i am seriously wondering that am i annoying or what actually wrong with me?? it's like i'm so scary?? haiz... hmmm... back to bro's quest.. and i guess cos he saw my msn pm.. haha.. i guess...... i still can't let down of things... but i have some kind of feelings inside me that even i dunno what actually i wan... i'm being so emo.. and the history just repeated the second time after 3 years... maybe i should not even exist in ur life... forget bout that.... i'll just really look up on pple who really appreciate me for who i am and my inner beauty... pple who alwayz judge on appearance don't really end up any better... =) just let it be natural i guess...

my holiday list and plannings:
1. making cupcakes
2. going to thailand very soon..
3. shoppings with friends
4. watch 2012 and the box
5. try out ice-skating
6. go out with some pple
7. take lots lots lots pictures for my photo album
8. wanna go jogging [best with someone to accompany me] =)
9. wanna finish my theory syllabus
10. wanna plan for next year
11. try out to write my sweet diary
12.


planning that yet to be added... =)
can u accompany me more?? really lonely... sobs..