ya right.. today is my sesatest day in my life..... just can't belive everything just come to me like that...... taught i'm iron women so somewhat.... ya right.... now i realise i'm really stupid and useless..... and now i realise that i'm very dumb.......
the sesated case:
1. today midnight.... i mean last midnight..... suddenly the electric just went off... and i was like sleeping so nice..... actually i can sleep very nice... just the stupid mosquitoes.... really hate them...... stupid idiot!!!!!! i was sleeping so nice... and then sudddenly feel so hot.... so i just wake up... and den sudddenly i feel so dark... den i wonder wat happened... so i go open my door room... den i saw like everything dark... i taught maybe it's just something worng with my eyes... den later i trying switching on the light... den........... shit.... no electric.... so i was like so sesat.... i know i alwayz got fobia of dark...... so kinda scare... but luckily got my teddy and phone.... they really helps me a lot... it's alwayz them.... :) so i just hug my teddy and den just listen to some songs... just to help me not to simply think..... haiz..... den when i try to sleep.... the stupid mosquitoes.... i really hate them... i opened my door so that the hot wind can just flow out something like that lar.... den that stupid wan come disturb me... and then i just get fed up of them den i just sit there and play my phone.... and then the electric came back at 5 like that... ya... i know the whole thing.... cos i just can't sleep..... haiz.... den sleep back at 5.. den bout 545 have to wake up again... so stupid.... and i really can't open my eyes.... but have to go school also.. haiz....
2. in the school... really sesat.... it was like raining so heavily.... and then the first place i'll go is the canteen... and i realised something really wierd... i din't know that big red ants can fly..... until i c it... just dunno y... the ant fly to my leg den i was like shuu it off... but it just fly away like that... wierd......
3. in the class..... pn.yap just came in... den she ask me to put up the carta thingie... den i was like telling her that they not yet deco finish... den she was like put it den oni deco... den i was like sesat.... dunno who to listen.... den later have to put lor... den.... later on they told tea that the deco is like for background wan... den they wan to take down the entire thing again?? dunno lar... if spoil i dunno wat to say ad.... some more it's like made of a4 paper... sure spoil wan... but tea still say put up oni... hmmm... den she like rushing us to get the things done.... and then everything is like cacat without the deco.... now i know y last year's 3 berlian can't win for then keceriaan kelas... sesat...
4. i guess most of the pple know wat happen to some of the pple in my class during the last 2 period... and i was like truely sesat... and wierd thing is.... i just dunno y like so many pple fail... and this is the first time i had ever break my record in my entire life.... so shit man..... can't belive it.... and i dun even know how am i going to improve it also.... haiz.... really feel like crying.. but dun feel like crying... anyway this is also the very 1st time that i can ever control my emotions so good..... i guess maye knows wat happened to me..... she's the only evidence... but keep it a secret k maye..... shhhh...... so i really dunno wat to do lar...
5. when i just reach home... den guess wat.. i was like shouting my mum.... so really loud.... and then my dad was like laughing.... and my mum later on also start laughing... the issue is... my deedee got washed..... so shit lar.... now still wet so... i dunno wat will really happen to him..... just wish he's still in good condition.... haiz.... sesat..........
Isshh!!!! stupid day!!!! i guess a lot of pple is in bad mood this few days...
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