Happy and fun moments always goes away very fast.

i just experienced something that have shrink down my emotion from very happy to kinda frustrated. one friend of mine suddenly asked me about money stuffs and it sounds like she take it seriously. i know i should stop thinking all this by now. but it really disturbed me. seriously hate this kind of situation where i have to answers questions that i feel there's no right answer to it... it's like i'll ask why rather than how. damn it you know... i really wish i have someone right beside me now....


today it seems to be a day full of emotions to me... i woke up at 7 today which is because i'm presenting today. and i wish it's better if my mum were there... and headed to uni at 9.30am for marketing lecture. and the lecture started quite late and some classmates told me about the situation about yesterday's presenters being evaluated by the same lecture. and they got blasted. and however, i just don't feel like preparing anymore for my presentation while other 3 of my friends read ups and downs about the presentation script. and one of them which have no script with him sort of helping the other 3 to edit the script. and it comes to a part of lecture where the lecture showed us a short clip about ogawa advertising the massage chair during parents day. and i knew my tears will definitely drop down. so i only watched half of the advertistment. and my very good friend went and told me about the love of the family and how she missed her home. and then my tears just came out like that. i'm glad the guys din't sit beside me or else they will be laughing at me again..  and i guess i saw an expression on my friend's saying "woh-oh i'm in trouble" so she quickly turn to do her things. and i'm glad she's not that type that will start telling you to stop crying or asking why are you crying. this will seriously make me cry. haha... lolx... btw, i spotted a lot of people wiping their tears as well. so i dint feel that bad afterall. i dont know why..... and dont ask me why.. and even now when i think back and i feel its so silly. tomorrow back home d... :D  

due to the stupid very very high heels that i wore today, my leg are full of blisters. :((( and my plaster couldn't help at all. and my heels stucked at the holes between the steel bridge and also the sandy path [which is the only way to class]. and the guys laughed at me again.. they even make it so horrible that they act it out [take 1, take 2, take 3, and so on...... ]. and i went walking bare legs and my friend say i'm cool because they can never find others doing the same thing. :D  

as a conclusion : i did a lot of "sia sui" stuffs in uni today...

HOWEVER, SOMETHING MAKE ME FEEL GREAT TODAY!
did i ever told you how my presentation was?
i was really nervous at the point of time and i dint even know that i did that great till the lecture tells me so. she say i presented like a professional and that she can see confidence in my eyes. :))  great huh? THANK GOD for all this. i really prayed hard for this. glad that it's over now. another presentation upcoming for marketing subject. looking forward for it. :))   i've never been told that i'm great before... :D
She sort of say that we did a very good job and everything she expected on our topic are on our presentation. GOOD JOB! :))

i guess it's worth for spending the whole night memorizing and repeating the same thing again and again without even looking at my theory and homeworks. :/

some pictures for entertainment:

decided to buy a tray of Grade F egg. if you could ever see the difference of the size. amazingly small. cost me RM 2.60 for 10 eggs only. :) 

watched spongebob [english version] on the tv last sunday before going the uni for talks. i feel great after that! :D 

decided to cook this on sunday night as i do not want to waste any more unnecessary money. :/ 

the picture after it cooked. and it taste great. and i did not feel full after eating that. but i didn't care. 

that's all. :)

kay. proceed to unfinished work now. :)

it's today.. yeah today.

today i spent a lot of money again... haiz.. what am i suppose to say... 

RM 20 for my bike AGAIN!! GERAM BETUL... feel like getting cheated for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, ................. time... can't believe my bike's pedal just spoil like that... haiz... cost me so damn much... seriously worst than driving right??? i'm really glad i have a car with me here..... THANKS DADDY!!! 

spent RM 13 for my dinner. i taught sharing for KFC and Pepsi will end up save more.. and this is the worst KFC meal i've ever eaten... SERIOUSLY! i demanded for thigh meat and end up among all the 15 peices chicken in total, none is thigh meat.... and this is seriously expensive... regretted.... i intended to save and end up spend more... 

i've actually kept RM70 in total in my purse to stand till next thursday... but end up i went to the ATM again... because my wallet end up with RM30 only... how sad is this!!!!!! soon my savings is gonna be gone la like that... my iPhone dream straight tak ada.... 

btw, i guess i decided to wait for the iPhone 5. i hope i can wait. and i hope iPhone 5 dont make me regret for waiting for it.

currently just finish skyping with parents while editing my little script of my presentation next wednesday... seriously i felt so dead. i'm actually suppose to memorize that by today? monday rehearsal dead... 

i planned tomorrow i'm gonna cook instant noodles myself at my room and memorize that... lets hope i success in that... really dont wanna fail in the presentation. 

work for the PRESIDENT LIST! haha. epic. 

btw, today's talk was kinda lifeless except for the last 2 talks. but i guess it's worth changing that with 8 points of my sort of curriculum points which i suppose to collect 100 by the time i graduate. or else no graduating... :(( 

challenge accepted!!!

today dint complete editing the script cannot sleep!! 

i told my mum about the president list.. and she say as long as i do my best then that's enough. but i dont think so lo... later tak dapat all A then come blame me again... say scare i stress wor... but i take / look it as a challenge, so i guess it's the same afterall?? :D 

picture of my script. if i'm done with editing this then i can sleep. according to Vicky Yap. :)) 

tomorrow's talk at 10.30am. gonna wake up early do bread sandwich for lunch again. :) 

It's a thursday!

i broke a raw egg with my bare hands today... how sad is that..... and i'm so dumb to throw it off rather than steaming it to eat.... ganas betul... its like throwing away my 50 cents. how sad is that.....

Week 4. :)

It's almost the end of the 4th week. and i'm still slacking all my way... and today i sacrifice my whole afternoon doing the presentation slides for next wednesday which i planned to finish it by last monday... how sad is this... and i havent even started to memorize the presentation stuffs... 

It's fun hanging out with them. but it's too dangerous at times when i get almost addicted to it.. i know myself i'm not that kind of person who can do things well by last minute.. so i'm like slowly letting go of those hanging out stuffs.... i guess afterall, i dont mind havning an expensive delivery for my meal as long as i have time to finish my work on time.. :/  

ps: i still have 2 tutorials to do and the class is tomorrow 9.30am. 

i bought this pen at a Japanese shop in Hong Kong. the colour attract me. 

this is the most expensive delivery i've ever called before. no more next time. cost me RM5. and they wrote the price of this is RM4. and they say they charge extra RM1 for the delivery service which other shops gives free delivery service. 

i bought back this last sunday after buying birthday cake for my friend. it cost me RM3.20. althought it's cheap compared to klang. but i got cheated by the boss. so no next time also. :) 

the previous day i ordered the same thing but i eat in the shop and it cost me only RM3. 

blogging while skyping with parents. :D 

just came back from pasar malam.. bought lots of things. :) 

End of week 3

every thursday signifies the end of my another study week. and it comes to the end of the 3rd week of my study week already. i am seriously getting nervous. its feeling that words can't tell.

scary huh? my classmate put this on his phone to remind him everyday about the deadlines of our assignments. he's one of my assignment's group leader btw. :) 

and i'm actually the group leader of the marketing assignment. i'm pretty glad cause marketing assignment is the last assignment to pass up. :) 

the first assignment deadline is in another 13 days. 

i can hardly find time to actually do all my tutorials [which is my homeworks] and also PIANO THEORY HOMEWORKS! and how am i to finish all the assignments. :((( 

i finishing wrapping all my text books like FINALLY! :) 

i feel great after that. never wrapped any text books till so nice before. but it took me hours. and my task is to read all the text books finish if i were to aim really high this semester! try my very best... :)  

aiming for CGPA >3.5 if i could. CHIONG! 

part of my paper works that need to be completed. it's like only half of all. well. some is not a necessity to be completed but i make it a must. :) 

and another stack of my music theory which is another 3 times more than this? arrggsss. sad. :/

yesterday is wednesday. went to the night market again. and it did not RAIN! i wonder why rumours said every wednesday it will rain. it's so long since the last rain. 

i had a dry asam laksa. which i have never heard before in klang. :) 

tastes just okay. the type of noodles they use is really different. the one i ate everytime is those transparent ones. but this one is like those white in colour. 

bought 10 apples for RM5. it's like the cheapest apples that i've ever bought in my life. however, i regretted buying in this stall. because sooner i found another stall that i can actually mix apples and oranges together for the same price. really miss oranges so much. 

today is the second day i've decided to start jogging in the park behind my house. which i feel great! yesterday jog for 30 mins and today for around 45 mins. improving. :) 

i wanna see a decline in my weight! [very desperate]. :) 

btw. i have a news which i dont know if its good or bad. it's more on the bad side i think. haiz. but i cant do anything with it. 

i'm only going back to klang at the end of this june.

i'm seriously getting more and more nervous of my piano theory. which i guess i'm like not even 50% confident in passing the paper. that's why i wanna go back home so desperately. :( 

but of course i do have to complete the stacks first.  

went out for dinner. 

had lemon kuey teow soup. taste not bad. but i guess i'll be hungry very fast due to the acidity. :) 

skype-ing with parents now. :) 

let the pictures tell the story. :)

this is the picture of my house laudry's service. 

i guess they must have used hot water to wash the clothes cause the clothes is really hot when i collect it back. 

last tuesday's breakfast. it's my best breakfast i suppose. :)

i got bored of those noodles in the small canteen so i decided to go to the big canteen and look for food. and i saw SPAGETTI! and this cost me RM3.50. it'll be my first and last time eating it. cause it's really not worth eating it. ;/

last wednesday lepak-ed at library caused too boring. and this is what i found in the chinese books department. cool huh? and they got 3 rows of this. although i dont know how to read those i guess these books must be those chinese studies encylopedia. now i'm really regret i dont know how to read chinese!!! 

:((((

english books department aren't that bad too... this is what i found and i end up reading this comic instead of doing my homeworks.. i felt bad for wasting my time on that.. :(( 

this is called the sushi popia that i found in the pasar malam. cost me RM2.50. 

taste not bad.. :)  

it did not rain on the day which everyone taught it'll rain. hahax. lolx. 

this is the chicken chop that are burnt from the charcoal. cost me RM6. i only manage to finish half and the other half for next day's breakfast. :) 

on thursday morning i decided to boil 2 eggs cause i need to boost up my energy.. :) 

had that for my lunch last thursday. 

some random pictures i took while waiting for the time of the train to reach. :) 

i guess i like this the most compare to other 3. :) 

drove all the way from klang to kampar today. was quite tiring. i'm glad i had an hour of sleep after the movie with maye or else i'll be super sleepy by now. :) 

enjoyed MADAGASCAR 3!! :D 

i've plan to do something for dad as his birthday present. but the present can be very very useful for both my parents. which i think i'll be really proud of it to produce it out.. hope i dont give up doing it halfway through. :) 

tomorrow i decided to drive to uni. lets see if i enjoy cycling or driving more. :) 

good night all. :D 

it's the second week now!!

without really counting the times i've pass through it's already the second week here in kampar... i would have failure of remembering what i've done last monday and even the whole week.. except for past few days...

saturday:
went lunch with another bunch of friends from johor and the drive me around with their motor... we had our lunch in McD there and then we head to the nearby Tesco.. :)   we planned to go back before 5pm. and ended up it rained really heavy so we ended up going back at 6pm. lepak-ed a lot of rounds. i only bought 4 apples, a  pack of mushroom soup, a tray of eggs and also some muffins for today's breakfast but i ended up too full so i dint manage to eat it anymore...

after reach home not long, jingwen and her boyf called me and we went to the sports complex to book for the badminton court. and i realise something's wrong with my bike so i taught it will be better to let them check for me since the bike shop is nearby.. and i ended up changed 2 tires of my bike that cost me RM30... :(((   my purse at that time left RM100 and i taught it will be just enough for the whole week but then i decided to go atm again... how sad is that...

at night, had steamboat with my that bunch of friends. :)
after that we went lakeside to just talk crap. reached home almost 12am.. yeah my first time here.. :)

sunday:
woke up quite late. and i intended to boil a half-boiled egg but then end up it's full boiled egg... haha..

nice right?? :D 

my very first Nike sport shoes... in <3 with it.. :D 

wore that for badminton. i end up make that shoe a little dirty cause feel down to the floor few times.. :/ 

after badminton we went to a shop that sells economy rice. 

my lunch, that cost me RM2.80. which i think it's okay to have everyday if i were to save money.. :) 

and it's really fulling. luckily i dint order drinks. or i will have to waste it again... 

went back home and did lots of cleaning.. i sweep away my hairs on the floor again.. washed toilet and clothes... then slept like a pig... :P 

dinner they dint ajak me so i decided to cook my that expired instant noodles.. :) 

this is how it looks like... i poured too much of water and my second bowl is mainly water.. haha... not bad not bad.. 

Skype-ed  with mum from 8.30 till 10.30.. she complained that she have nothing to do at home... haha... i showed her this few pictures above also.. haha.. 

missed her very much.. told her that i going mid valley when i'm coming back.. :D 

class later at 10am. boring classes today.. law and economics which i really dont like!  :(( 

but what can i do?