26.02.10

is just another ordinary day.. and i felt to tired and bored... was trying to finish all the tasks given...

today morning woke up at 8am and i went to the morning market with mum just to buy some nice vege for tonight's cookings.. after breakfast dad says we are gonna clean up the car porch.. and after cleaning all the stuffs.. i usually walk around my house... and guess what.. i saw a super cute puppy and it's Shtizhu i think... and with the fur all.. just nice for me.. but dad says the puppy is dumped by its owner... and i think it's infected so we can't take him home... sad sad.. T.T after that i look outside fro my house again.. and i saw the little puppy being bullied by few fierce big dogs.. totally scary...

btw... yesterday school had a really mini edu fair.. and din really went for everything cos it's just the same college again and again.. except for like 1 or 2... although i'm really into arts and design... but still had some choices in my mind...

1: arts and design

2: culinary arts

3: music

4: photography (maybe just as my hobby)

5: hotel management/ tourism / naturalist

and thinking to go form 6 / matriculation / A-levels / foundation after my form 5.. aiks..

complicated... =P

imy... =)

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confused of something... and i feel very bad... don't know how to decide...

today after service went and eat nasi lemak... and their teh tarik is not bad... and i feel like eating there every sunday... bleks..

tomorrow school reopen ad... and my tiring journey gonna start again.. wish i wouldn't be lazy anymore... gotta be serious ad.. weee...

was asked on my after form 5 journey... and i guess i choose to go for arts and design... hope i wouldn't regret... and again it's all bout deciding... =) i heard that it's quite challenging and tiring... but i guess it's better than anything to do with science which i'm forcing myself to like them now... haiz..

i'm putting on weight since CNY.... so it's time for me to get my weight down again... =D

this year's CNY was not that bad... my red packet money added cos i'm the only one getting red packet in my family now... so i guess the total amount is almost double... =) and grandma gave me the most this year among all... (she's not bias anymore.. ) wee...

i know i shouldn't have been having bad feelings towards her... oppss.. sorry.. =/

i wanna let you know something...

was laughing a lot today even for some nonsense... din't eat medicine today... haha...

i misses you.. and yet i don't dare to say it out.. =/

feels like messaging u... but scare scare... hehee...

endless post ends here..got piles of things to do...

happy chinese new year to all my friends and anyone... =)

to all couples and also everyone especially my chi mui(S): happy valentines day! =)

yeah... tomorrow can start wearing all my new shirts ad.. can't wait for tomorrow... and i wanna take loads and loads of pictures... and make a collection.. =)

hope this year's CNY will be great... =) can eat cookies ad... but have to control.. aiks... =P

i miss you!! and ily.. =D

12.02.10

Valentine's day is coming very soon.. and i'm proud to say i'm celebrating with my chi mui.. =) feels so jealous and envy of those couples... XD makes me feels like................... bleks.. everyone so sweet.... wonder when's mine..

btw... yesterday bought few pairs of new shirt.. and made me feels really superb for my CNY planning.. =) and now i began to love that shop.. =) can't wait... wee... and mum was really ganas.. she wanted to buy me all he clothes that i tried but i took away some which was not worth the price... =) and ended up almost RM300... sesated..

yeah.. tomorrow reunion dinner day edi... wonder what's my dinner... =P




i was too afraid to love because i scared i will be hurt... =/

30.01.10

it's coming to the end of january.. and it's reminding me that another month had passed and another month nearer to SPM and also my both piano exam... totally stressed up... aiks... i'm tired... but just couldn't stop down.. haiz...

currently:

• thinking ideas of my both clubs notice board which i'm really lost in it.. =)
• trying to finish as much of my theory exam papers which i got scold by teacher for finishing it too slow...
• finishing up every single of my school homeworks which end up piles cos i was lazy for few days ago.. *winks* =P
• finding lots and lots of my fav songs just to entertain myself whenever i'm bored.. =)
• i wanna go out just to get a pair of new sneakers / heels for CNY!!

guess nothing more important than this edi.. =) was happy yesterday... cos i get a medal which i din get for a year edi.. =) although i din reach my aim for getting top 10 but at least number 14 isn't that bad right?? still better than nothing lar.. *winks* looking forward into school sports events now.. i wanna join in every single of the contest in school.. really wan to enjoy to the fullest and i dun mind getting tired as long as i felt satisfied with my works... =)

k lar.. gtg...

ps: something really surprised me few days ago.. =)

ps: miss u.. take care.. =)

since monday have not been really sleeping that well.. and time is totally limited for me.. =/ and today also kinda busy but at least i spend sometime here.. =) i'm sick d.. seriously busy till drop ad... and yet no one cared... i wanted him to care but he's the one who din even care... so sad... =( i was thinking that if he thinks i'm annoying... i wondering if he hates me.. i wanna know what's happening... he treats me diff... =/ maybe cos we are both busy at our things... but at least ask me what happened right?? lolx... yesterday i attended the 1st koko meeting of the year.. look what i got.. =)

kelab pencinta alam: setiausaha

kelab olahraga: ahli biasa

pandu puteri: setiausaha

weeee... i'm now officially ms.secretary... =) i guess i love this job compared to last year's vice president.. =)

k lar.. gonna proceed to my homeworks ad... this saturday still must go school... aiks...

wish me the best.. buhbyes..

miss you always.. =)

school days are totally super tired... =/ especially on the monday, tuesday and sometimes wednesday... really scare i'm not able to go along with this till the end... currently eyes still pain pain and it's like getting worst after i eat the medicine the doctor gave... which is very bad.. =( anyhow... i'm currently finding for someone who's able to teach me back all the form 4 stuffs... seriously i'm having BIGGGG problem on them... aiks... really regretted for playing the whole year... so currently have to work out 200% which other pple may oni need to work out 100% and this is bad... helps... really desperate for sleeping time.. but dun dare to sleep.. this is like so stupid.. =P so will be tired most of the time.. and i use some stupid method to keep me awake.. =)

school days is not that bad as i taught.. at least i'm still entertained by 2 lil jokers... i know they are insulting me.. but that's where fun comes from right?? =) thanks to yiksoon and jason.. haha.. they keep calling me fatty and whenever they pass by me they will act as if i'm big as a sumo and say i'm blocking the whole way... sesated.. =) and last week they called me spider.. cos of shienrun aka asam's little scary creature... i really hate spiders.. and since then they say spider is my best friend.. sesat.. then gopi called me china girl since last week which was given by pn.ngai.. haha.. not bad lar.. =) and this week the 2 jokers plus weixiang called me grizzly bear... cos i was so fierce to weixiang all the time and he say i'm just like a grizzly bear.. sesated.. =) wonder what's my new name for next week.. =) and pn.lim scolded them for calling me names.. she said y keep bully me.. and i said cos i attractive.. haha.. and they acted like vomitting.. isn't that cute? haha.. so childish.. dunno y nowdays becoming more and more perasan.. bleks..

my theory exam coming ad.. and i'm still like not sure of doing every questions... really scared.. =( i dun wanna fail.. just giv me a pass and i'm satisfied.. =)

days are getting tired and i wish to have the energy till the end.. =) and i guess days are still the better than i ever taught it will be.. =) really hope to have all great times with u...

IMY!! =D