26.02.10

is just another ordinary day.. and i felt to tired and bored... was trying to finish all the tasks given...

today morning woke up at 8am and i went to the morning market with mum just to buy some nice vege for tonight's cookings.. after breakfast dad says we are gonna clean up the car porch.. and after cleaning all the stuffs.. i usually walk around my house... and guess what.. i saw a super cute puppy and it's Shtizhu i think... and with the fur all.. just nice for me.. but dad says the puppy is dumped by its owner... and i think it's infected so we can't take him home... sad sad.. T.T after that i look outside fro my house again.. and i saw the little puppy being bullied by few fierce big dogs.. totally scary...

btw... yesterday school had a really mini edu fair.. and din really went for everything cos it's just the same college again and again.. except for like 1 or 2... although i'm really into arts and design... but still had some choices in my mind...

1: arts and design

2: culinary arts

3: music

4: photography (maybe just as my hobby)

5: hotel management/ tourism / naturalist

and thinking to go form 6 / matriculation / A-levels / foundation after my form 5.. aiks..

complicated... =P

imy... =)

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confused of something... and i feel very bad... don't know how to decide...

today after service went and eat nasi lemak... and their teh tarik is not bad... and i feel like eating there every sunday... bleks..

tomorrow school reopen ad... and my tiring journey gonna start again.. wish i wouldn't be lazy anymore... gotta be serious ad.. weee...

was asked on my after form 5 journey... and i guess i choose to go for arts and design... hope i wouldn't regret... and again it's all bout deciding... =) i heard that it's quite challenging and tiring... but i guess it's better than anything to do with science which i'm forcing myself to like them now... haiz..

i'm putting on weight since CNY.... so it's time for me to get my weight down again... =D

this year's CNY was not that bad... my red packet money added cos i'm the only one getting red packet in my family now... so i guess the total amount is almost double... =) and grandma gave me the most this year among all... (she's not bias anymore.. ) wee...

i know i shouldn't have been having bad feelings towards her... oppss.. sorry.. =/

i wanna let you know something...

was laughing a lot today even for some nonsense... din't eat medicine today... haha...

i misses you.. and yet i don't dare to say it out.. =/

feels like messaging u... but scare scare... hehee...

endless post ends here..got piles of things to do...

happy chinese new year to all my friends and anyone... =)

to all couples and also everyone especially my chi mui(S): happy valentines day! =)

yeah... tomorrow can start wearing all my new shirts ad.. can't wait for tomorrow... and i wanna take loads and loads of pictures... and make a collection.. =)

hope this year's CNY will be great... =) can eat cookies ad... but have to control.. aiks... =P

i miss you!! and ily.. =D

12.02.10

Valentine's day is coming very soon.. and i'm proud to say i'm celebrating with my chi mui.. =) feels so jealous and envy of those couples... XD makes me feels like................... bleks.. everyone so sweet.... wonder when's mine..

btw... yesterday bought few pairs of new shirt.. and made me feels really superb for my CNY planning.. =) and now i began to love that shop.. =) can't wait... wee... and mum was really ganas.. she wanted to buy me all he clothes that i tried but i took away some which was not worth the price... =) and ended up almost RM300... sesated..

yeah.. tomorrow reunion dinner day edi... wonder what's my dinner... =P




i was too afraid to love because i scared i will be hurt... =/